^^^^ Exactly, a lot of shit has happened (including to me when i was 13, making my first rehosts), i was too naive and too edgy and i had few beefs with people, (some of them are still thinking i'm a bad person) but like theres always been drama here i was for a long time involved in these and after i stopped caring, stopped acting like a baby i wasnt brought to any drama.
At some point I liked making up beef w random people in lack of attention, maybe and also because I saw it made a few people laugh, but anyways its all about growing up in my opinion.